Remember to Dream

It's interesting....for the first half of this video I really didn't understand to an extant on what she was talking about and in a way I am really happy about that.

I've never understood how writing books or doing anything creative had anything to do with success and isn't the challenge of doing better a good thing? I've had many failures with doing comics. Most of the time I end up ditching every comic I do but I never look back at what I did. And when I do, I only get upset that I lost some good characters. All I think to myself when I do write or draw is that I am expressing who I am and hoping others identify with it. If my comics even remotely entertain people then I am pretty ok with that.

This whole idea of failure and being better then your past work, really is pretty meaningless when it gets down to a point because every thing we create is meaningless. Sure yes it gets carried through time but my comics aren't going to mean anything to people in 3010 so I don't understand why I should get hyped up about failing if I'm already being forgotten.

I think what's best is to really just enjoy what your doing for the tiny amount of time you have on earth before it's gone, bad work or not. And in result just hope that you've just made some children's- people's lives just a little bit cooler.

Really, I am not trying to be a wretched girl with a negative point of view but I accept that my existence isn't as big as it may look in my eyes. Which is comforting to me because I don't want to be more then what I am and I don't want my books to be more then they are.

Why make drawing and writing so complicated?